Desperate Scream

I’m waiting
My heart is shaking
I’m lying in my blood
I’m screaming ’shut up‘
Because you don’t care
What we share

I thought
You were my angel and
You’ll bring me out of this hell
But you let go of my hand
You let me alone in my frozen cell

I needed you, but you looked away
I tried to fight, but I was your prey
Your last words sounded so cheap
I wasn’t able to speak
My mouth was dry
Now I’m high
By this never ending pain
The future loses any fame

I’m waiting
My heart is shaking
I’m lying in my blood
I’m screaming ’shut up‘
Because you don’t care
What we share

Day by day
Your glory decays
Like a snowman in spring
I can’t break this burning ring
Which chains me to you
I’m losing my last shoe
The only thing I smell
Is your perfume, it’s called hell

I ask you
Why didn’t you help me
When I was crying
Why don’t you see
That I’m dying

I’m waiting
My heart is shaking
I’m lying in my blood
I’m screaming ’shut up‘
Because you don’t care
What we share